For the first time ever I am feeling real disgusted in that place. The screaming/shouting across room annoyed me so much today. That face of bitchiness me hates it a lot. That face of stupidity makes me feel so sick. Yucks weirdos

Feeling knackered

Wishing today's the last day
I'd say byebye and leave for my homeland
Wishing I was home everyday after work
I miss spending time with my little ones
Wishing I could turn back time
and enjoy the most out of it

I'm only hoping Im not on the wrong route
because I do wanna make things happen for now...
and later.

Changed or Unchanged

Funny how things have changed in just a year time. The feeling that used to give me goosebum and make my heart races no longer existing. I am not gonna walk away just yet because I don't have a choice now there's one thing I cannot not care about... and that's $$$!!!

Something remain unchanged though - I still miss home so much and I love them the most!

I"M SERIOUS. Nothing can be compared with the love I get at home; it's so priceless!

Oh well, I've just realised there's something wrong and they've nothing to do with what I am doing but the people I am seeing and dealing with everyday. I believe I am not giving way to self-pity here cause I do understand that people who indulge in self-pity get addicted to it.

I think I am simply STUPID!!! And that' fucking pathetic

No words

NO words could ever describe that feeling. The whole essay he secretly wrote, esp the part ..."my naughty and beautiful daughter...." instantly touches my heart and the flowing tears quietly tell me God is good!

NO words could ever describe that feeling. She gives me all the best things in the world and puts me in the first place no matter what. She makes my heart race and gives me goosebumps whenever thinking she's given so much since day one.

God is soooo good! NO words could ever describe how lucky I feel being borne at the most beautiful family and given to the two most gorgeous people in the world.

Home Love

I am not leaving, I tell you,

I am just -- away.

Don't say Goodbye, I say,

See you later.

不快樂因為難相處
因此知難而退